The Versatile Blogger Award!!! Yay ME

i have been MIA for just a little bit, but thankfully im not dead, or missing or kidnapped (i know someone who called me to find out if one of those things had happened to me).... i have just been a bit busy. Sooo i just got the Versatile Blogger award form aseni and toinlicious ...... im sooo grateful, because earlier this year, i had been complaining to my followers that i had not gotten any awards, so its cool to actually get awards without having to whine or guilt trip or throw tantrums. i think i actually got this award also from H and KitKat earlier in the Year, but i procrastinated actually doing it.... but now, im gonna do the Award, Yay to Progress. 


Im thankfully to everyone who gave me this award, Aseni, Toinlicious and Previous H and Kitkat. soo these are the rule 


i have to share 7 things about myself
and i have to pass this award along to people who i think deserve it and i have to let them know about it. 
okie dokie


7  random things about me


NUMBER 1
For the past month, i haven't been able to stop listening to The Weeknd (a canadian r'n'b artist) there is something dark about his music that i cant shake off. he has two mixtapes out and its quality is above most artist who have albums out. there is something awesome about finding really good music that is free, that matches up or even surpasses music that is out there which you have to pay for. (truthfully, i dont pay for music... but shhhhh, dont tell the Feds).




The Weeknd - Wicked Games

The Weeknd Feat. Drake - The Zone

His voice is not only powerful, but his Lyrics have a way of pulling you in. If you are a person who listens to songs because of their lyrics instead of the its catchy hooks, then this may be up your alley. 
i discovered him a while back, and after i heard his third song, i knew i was on to something great. its almost the same way i felt when i heard Drakes Mixtapes, i discovered him almost a full year before he became mainstream, sooo im almost certain this Artist, the Weeknd would soon be Mainstream by Mid Next Year or even Earlier. 






NUMBER 2
i have an uneasy Duality..... im both Nice and Naughty.... in my life time, if i had a dime for all the times someone called me a nice guy, i would be a modest thousandaire, and if i also had a dollar for all the times the same person called me a Jerk a Week later, i would be a millionaire. the thing about me is that im both sweet to a fault and im also pretty darn mean. im always worried about what side of me manifest itself whenever i wake up. it got soo horrible a while back that i actually had to see a therapist.... i know there is a stigma against people seeing therapist and telling strangers your problems, but it takes alot of strength to admit that you have a problem. 


NUMBER 3
A little secret about me is, i don't want to get married to a virgin.... i know guys are supposed to be all crazy and hopeful about getting married to virgins, but im just not one of those guys.... i don't even know to many guys that want to get married to virgins. Maybe back in the beginning of the 20th century, it was  all the craze, but not me, or any of the guys i have spoken too. i have my many reasons about why i wouldn't be inclined to marrying one but that should be for another blog post. Though i commend Virgins every where, i know quite a few female Virgins personally, and im impressed by the resilience they have to be pure until there are married. im almost certain they would make some handsome lucky guy happy someday, but for me, its just something i don't want. 


NUMBER 4
I have a problem, the problem is that i like girls..... a whole lot. i realized that ever since i was a little kid, i always wanted to be around girls, tickle girls and look up their skirts..... girls are just beautiful creatures... when i was young, i almost always saw myself marrying 4 different wives, but the older i got, i realized that it would not be possible, well, atleast it could happen, but i cant have 4 wives under the same roof, and they possibly can not know each other.....


NUMBER 5
Im Agnostic, im not religious, nor do i subscribe to the doctorine of any religious Faith. my Views on Religion have been well thought out, it has it positives but it also has its negatives.... i believe that there is the possiblity of a God, or a supernatural being. but i think religion corrupts the entity of God, it causes Wars, it is meant to be the beacon of peace and enlightenment, but history shows that Religion impedes on progressive thinking and it has more Blood on its hand than any of the Plagues from the dark to middle ages. The only School of thought i subscribe to right now is Logic and Science, If you can prove it, measure it, see it, then it exist. As i said, religion has its good and its bad, but its just not for me.


NUMBER 6
I think my Poetry is Awesome... i know not everyone sees my poetry the way i see it, but i think its because i put so much time, thought and passion into each one i write. i am almost always proud of each one i have on this blog, in my opinion i think the world is slow to catch up on my poetry, but i also realize that i can be abit delusional if anything. 




NUMBER 7
my Greatest fear in life...... its not death, its not being alone and single, its not dying alone, One of my greatest fears in life is actually me, never becoming successful. i want to be able to leave a mark on the world, it does not have to be a huge, revolutionary mark, i just think i would be devastated, if i live my life, and i look back on my life, and i have not been successful by any measure, i would probably die from that fear. All i want to be is, i want to be remembered, i want to be accomplished, i just want to be successful. most times, im just sitting having dreams that money cant buy. 




Ok, those were 7 random things about me... its almost a longer blog post than i wanted it to be. this coming week or probably next week, i would be having a guest blogger on my blog, i have no idea what the topic would be about or the content of the post, but im kind of excited. I know my Guest Blogger would rock sooo, i just hope you guys show some love as yall always doo. 






Sooo these are the nominations im passing out, for the lovely blogger, im certain some already have been nominated already by other bloggers, but anyways, here goes. 


EDJ
Toinlicious
Max- Logic
Miss Enigma
H
Iphyigbogirl
Pieces of Me
Me and Then Some
Niki_i
Abi Tobi
Lohi Creations
Aseni
My Life
Soleez




I know im forgetting some people, but i do frequent alot of blogs.... Anyways.... thats my blog awards.... if i forgot about you, please its because im forgetful.... all the blogs on my blog roll are awesome, and i read every blog, even though i may not comment. anyways.... hope to hear from yall later. Ciao.