I'm suffering from Chronic Grandpa Syndrome

Im 110% (110% is such a typical over exaggeration for people who suffer from Grandpa Syndrome) certain that i have Grandpa Syndrome. it is a Disease or a Syndrome that hasn't been medically proven yet, but it is none the less a scientific condition. Grandpa Syndrome you ask, what is that ? is it contagious, is it terminal? would it ever become an epidemic? no i hardly doubt it is, and No to all your various questions about its transferability. Well, Grandpa Syndrome is a disease that happens to Young Adults, or Emerging Adults, where those inflicted with it, seem to feel or appear 2 Generations older than what their biological age states that they are. As with every Disease or Syndrome, there are symptoms in which you can spot it or test whether you may be afflicted with it. 


the symptoms are as follows
you may have to bear with me, because this is a new disease or syndrome, it has been rarely reported on and there are only very few cases which have been physically documented. As time passes, there would

baggage

It feels like my passion for continually updating my blog seems to be waning, i have contemplated shutting it down from time to time, but as usual, im the kind of person who wrestles with myself on issues like this. One minute im perfectly fine with my blog, then the next minute and struggling to keep the fire alive. Then it often seems like i mis-represent myself with my blog. I seem like a heart broken, lost and down right depressed soul from most of the work and blog post i put out, but there is probably nothing that is more farther than the truth (well at-least i would like to think so). The truth is that, i often write my poetry during my down time, and i often realize i write better when i usually feel a bit down or during random lonely moments. Besides, Good news hardly sells, if it did, our News Media would focus on reporting all the Good in the world. lol. 

Anyways, lets talk about Baggages, we all have it. we carry it around with us. Some have small Baggages, other have huge as Baggages, we cant often tell how much baggage a person has just by looking at them. its until you really get to know the person personally then you realize (wow, you are really screwed up.... lol, joking) that this person has issues and the person is not as perfect as you once thought there were. 

I have been looking for the best way to address the dirty elephant in the room, but im just gonna be as Frank and sincere as possible.