I know i have been gone for a moment too long.... honestly, i have been struggling to find the right words to type. i am a cesspool of emotions right about now. usually, my blog is a place i come to bare it all and unload, but these past few weeks, i havent been too sure if i wanted to be vulnerable and naked. this blog is a form of online journal of a sorts for me. i spill floods of emotions onto this space, my emotions are not always coherent and my thoughts are not always in order, but my intentions are usually true to form. If i hardly make sense on this post, it is because i gave up on trying to make sense of all my internal struggles.
my thoughts have weighed me down for a while. hopefully, when all is said and done, i would be able to weightless, atleast for a little while, before i burden myself with newer issues.
Warning: Relatively long post ahead
