Mini Post

wow, has it really been two weeks since my last post? wow, time really flies.... i have been abit busier than i expected. soo much for being on summer vacation and resting. you wouldnt even believe i havent been to the beach yet. tsk tsk tskk, i have been so excited for
Hot weather since the beginning of year (lord knows Mother Nature has been on her period all year, with the horrible Snow Storms during winter), now its hot and im busy being preoccupied with work. 


*Thinking to myself, i really need to make time to go to the Beach very soon. 


So, i did promise i was gonna post alot more since i was on summer vacation, so i guess im going to have to live up to my promise. Needless to say, this is going to be a mini post, because i havent really had time to catch my breadth in a while. 


Things i have been doing lately, Dating and working alot (chasing that Cheddar, *in the most gangsta voice you can muster for me*), things i havent been doing as often as i should, Working out and Updating my blog.
Dont worry though, if it all goes to plan, i would bring you guys up to speed on all the things that have happened in my lovelife recently, afterall, im called lovelife4sale right? well, nooo serious details but i would give you guys Jist sha. 


BTW, How come i never win any Blog Awards???? i wanna win something tooo.... so pretty pls if you wanna nominate me or give me a blog badge award that keeps passing around, that would be nice, i need to feel special too. lol. no, but seriously nominate me. :)


Thank you too all my new followers, im soo appreciative, and every comment left makes my day and encourages me to do what i do. From Lady Ngo to Every sub sequentially new person that follows me, thanks. :)




so i have a piece of poetry, that i wrote awhile back, it was when i was feeling abit down, you know i cant always be cheerful.... actually, i think i feel cheerful when i feel down, its ironic and i cant fully explain, but i hope you are following me. soooo....this is the piece of work, its a lil rudimentary and its kinda raw but it was a dark time of mine. 


Poetry
i'm closing my eyes and counting backwards from 10
i'm wondering how many people would still be in my dark dank lonely corner
i'm removing my cheerful mask
and auctioning all my insecurities to the highest bidder
fuck it
just take it all for free
i would even throw in my paranoia as a bonus
because whats the point to this anymore
when every other time i could have 
sworn that "she is the one"
now im torn forcibly from my better judgement
i wonder which hurts more
the heart break or the loneliness that comes shortly after
i hope my heart could live through this one last time
so this is my personal intervention on my heart 
as i ween it off
all the sappy emotions it has become addicted too
i can only hope
all my nightmares are gone in the morning






soooo i also figured i might as well leave a video too. a new proper blog would follow shortly i promise.
sooo, if you are on a blackberry and you cant see it, you can youtube
Love Poem Medley by Rudy Francisco 

After, i watched this video at the beginning of the Year, i sworn, i started to write poetry back again. he is truly gifted and he is one of the few poets that makes me feel like a need a lot of work on my poetry. he is the bomb diggity.